Salam felfelake man . . .

aval az hame begam k chera zaboonam kharejaki shode: akhe windowsamo avaz kardamo hanooz farsi narikhtam toosh . . .

khob. Berim sare harfam k khodaro shokr k to hasti k in harfaro begam behet . . .

emrooz ruze avale kelasa bood o man daghoon shodam!! Zange aval poroje dashtimo kh sharifi 1shanbe ha nemiyad! 1 chizi begam bavaret nashe!: khanoom sadeghi enghad rajebe porojeye nesfe nimamun baham rah umad k nagoo! Hala gharare ba kh sharifi harf bezanam rajebe nahveye erae…

cheghad delam mikhad zudtar biyay…

emrooz, motmaenam to age boodi halam behtar bood…

zange baad, arabi dashtim, ba khanoom khadem. Moaleme badi b nazar nemiyad. Hala taze jalaseye aval bood, ba 1 jalase k nemishe ghezavat kard…

baadesham dares shirin riyazi dashtim. Ba 1 moaleme jaded k taze oomade madresamoon. Esmesham yadam nemiyad.

Rasti khahar, zeinabam hamin rooza mire…

1 eterafi bokonam??? B mamanam goftam k baba ro razi kone k manam………….

Rastesh baad k goftam, yade to oftadam o inke oonja bi to chikar konam??

Ama haghighatesho bekhay, az 1 taraf ham mitarsam k doostat biyan o to …………….

Akhe dar hale hazer, b joz to, dg hichkasi nist k man DOOSESH dashte basham o age to nabashi ba oon basham…

To faghat hoda o najmaro az dast dadi, vali man…… yeho…. Ba ham…..6ta az doostam, yani hameye kasayi k bahashoon boodamo b joz to az dast dadam o to age nabashi, man az TANHAEE mimiram…

Kholase k gir kardam hesabi khahar… beyne to –khaharami o nematoonam tanhat bezaram- va beyne oonayi k raftan o mano tanha gozashtan…

Felfeli, hezar dafe gofti HASTAMo man eyne hezar dafaro bavar kardamo nafase amigh keshidam. Ama man dg kesheshe tanha moondano nadaram. Nemitoonam harsal ye alame rooze siyah dashte basham…

Ino bedoon k age oomadi o dadi moondam, FAGHATE FAGHATE FAGHAT b khatere to boode o bas…

Farad zange aval “khallaghiyate adabi” darim o baadesh “kargah o sokhanrani” . . .

Khoda kone k farda mese emrooz nabashe…. Khoda kone boghz, khahareto nakoshe….

Khoda kone…